“Success equals Boredom”

Thank you, Tibor Kalman, for that refreshing thought. Luckily, I detest boredom. Some things come to mind today: a white whale, a guy pushing a big rock up a hill, my puppy chasing her tail only to catch it and find that biting it hurts for some reason. Kalman also said “We don’t talk about planes flying; we talk about them crashing”. Well, Mayday, people! This project has mountainside in the cross-hairs but I’m trying hard to pull up. No pictures today, for obvious reasons :0

It’s not the whole thing that is in ruins, just this one set of pieces that I’m determined to see happen. I guess it’s back to the GLEANing floor (drawing table) for me.

I guess this is what I really love about this project, and residencies in general. I feel like it’s a time to experiment or work out some problem that has been plaguing me. It is definitely a material problem and I just don’t have it worked out yet.

Junk Food

pile of cans

GLEANing is such junkfood, feeding my scrappy sweet tooth. I look forward to it very much; I can taste it. Getting lost in the act of artistic creation on this project has been so enjoyable, but it doesn’t compare to gleaning, even on a slow day. Each item I find has a potential that I can only just begin to unlock while at the transfer station. Some things, have been too good to leave behind, even without knowing what I’ll make of them.

As my mountain of junk has grown, I got a tummy ache and have had to cut back — not enough room and not enough time to make art out of it all! I’ve really had to refine my palate — quickly going from a pig to a picky eater. Never, ever thought that would happen, but I never thought I’d like brussels sprouts either. Lately, I’ve been gleaning just for specific items to complete pieces and am really trying to avoid binging.

What is art?

During the Grand Studio Tour, the artists got involved in the inevitable, ages-old, provocative question What is Art?  At the risk of making them all roll their weary eyes (as well as anyone else who would like to chime in) I posit the following:

What is the difference between this

and this?

Life is a Nail Hole I’m Trying to Fill.

You would be amazed at the amount of nails a person can put into a board.  To be fair it probably was multiple people over numerous generations.  I’ve mentioned in the past how much I like the really well aged old growth Douglas Fir which was harvested probably well over a hundred years ago. A board that has been functional for that long usually picks up a lot of scars. This stack of wood is made up of 7- 2 x 6 ranging from 4ft to 8ft and 3 – 4 x 4 also ranging from 4ft to 8ft.  I was about half way done before I thought, “I should be counting all the nails I removed.”  So the next board I counted 35 nails, which seemed about average.  So for this particular pile I can guesstimate I removed 350 nails but it seemed like a lot more than that.  A few observations about nails.  This is completely objective but I think people have lost the ability to drive a nail straight.  The older the nail is the straighter it seems to me.  Perhaps it has something to do with the quality or style of the nails but I could also imagine people a hundred years ago being more care full with their nails and handling them more skillfully.  I have encountered numerous times a cluster of 5 almost brand new nails bent every which way.  Obviously someone recently was trying to hang something up and it took them multiple tries to get a nail in straight.  You don’t see this incompetence with old nails.  I know my argument has more holes in it than the boards I’m describing but it is my interpretation of the evidence before me.

joyful moments of being an artist

I had two joyful art moments in the past week. After a week off I entered the studio and knew exactly what to work on. I was happy and confident all day. Then I was in that foggy waking state this weekend, still lying in bed, and got a picture in my head of another thing to do with the construction fencing. Though , for me, nothing ever comes out like I imagine it, it is always delightful to have that moment of “oh yes! I want make that.” Even if what I finally make is not exactly like that image, it will push me in a new direction.

Ode to Broken Things

We met for a day of group studio visits the other day. I am so honored to keep the company of these artists and excited for the show that we create. I believe this show will do Disjecta proud. Among our conversations I kept thinking of this poem. This was important to me as I worked on my Cumulus installation. I don’t know how pertinent it will seem to my fellow artists but it continues to resonate with me throughout this experience.

Ode To Broken Things

Things get broken
at home
like they were pushed
by an invisible, deliberate smasher.
It’s not my hands
or yours
It wasn’t the girls
with their hard fingernails
or the motion of the planet.
It wasn’t anything or anybody
It wasn’t the wind
It wasn’t the orange-colored noontime
Or night over the earth
It wasn’t even the nose or the elbow
Or the hips getting bigger
or the ankle
or the air.
The plate broke, the lamp fell
All the flower pots tumbled over
one by one. That pot
which overflowed with scarlet
in the middle of October,
it got tired from all the violets
and another empty one
rolled round and round and round
all through winter
until it was only the powder
of a flowerpot,
a broken memory, shining dust.

And that clock
whose sound
was
the voice of our lives,
the secret
thread of our weeks,
which released
one by one, so many hours
for honey and silence
for so many births and jobs,
that clock also
fell
and its delicate blue guts
vibrated
among the broken glass
its wide heart
unsprung.

Life goes on grinding up
glass, wearing out clothes
making fragments
breaking down
forms
and what lasts through time
is like an island on a ship in the sea,
perishable
surrounded by dangerous fragility
by merciless waters and threats.

Let’s put all our treasures together
– the clocks, plates, cups cracked by the cold –
into a sack and carry them
to the sea
and let our possessions sink
into one alarming breaker
that sounds like a river.
May whatever breaks
be reconstructed by the sea
with the long labor of its tides.
So many useless things
which nobody broke
but which got broken anyway

Pablo Neruda

I grew up with diamonds in my pockets

Ok! Who gleaned the bridal undies? I came in today and there they were! I thought they looked nice with this pile of mattresses in the background.

I also found this lovely little trooper clinging to one of the building columns:

So-down to business now. I think perhaps the interview process for the GLEAN residency should include one more question. “Are you a pack-rat or do you have hoarding issues?” I, well, I do. I don’t actually know if that makes me more or less suited for this type of work. My last show, Cumulus, explored the theme of hoarding because it is on my mind a lot and I am often confronted with space issues. Throughout my life I have often had dreams of homes full to the ceiling of things. At different times in my life I have interpreted it differently and I am currently in a constant battle to streamline. Nevertheless, I removed 350 lbs from the Transfer Station today…happily.

I need to talk about my dad for a minute. Each time I glean, I go right for the broken glass. For years, when a car got broken into in the neighborhood, I would collect the broken auto glass. It goes back to my childhood and, as I stared into the broken glass ocean today, I thought of dad.

Dad did auto salvage and towing. I grew up with broken glass. Because of my dad, I understood recycling and the impact of our junk on a different level. I got to go to the junkyard, carry hand fulls of auto glass in my pockets (pretending they were diamonds). I was in love with that claw that bit the cars and picked them up. I have no fear of materials and I always thank dad for that. It was clear that he preferred to teach his son things like welding and pulling apart cars, after all Jr would follow in his footsteps, but I worked for and valued his attention, especially once I got to college and I knew my work made him proud. It makes me smile when I think how he would have reacted to hearing about this program. It would be one grunt, kind of a “ha!”. Then he would kick back in his chair and look dreamy for a minute. Then he’d say excitedly, “Hey, Vic-ya know what you should do?”

I guess that is why I had to bring home these three 2×8′ panels of safety glass. I really have no idea how they are going to fit into this work but I felt emotionally attached to them. I saw an employee dragging one into the garbage pile and he said it couldn’t be recycled (which made me want it more). There were several of them. I stopped at three, sighting the rule of design that says groups of three are more interesting than 2 or 4. Toward the end of my day I found three pieces of plywood cut at exactly the same dimensions. Kismet!

I think I have gleaned enough for a while, now. I’m going back tomorrow but just to sort out a few “maybes”. Nothing new! I hope anyway. Here are a few of the textural scores I brought home today. In case you’re curious, that image that looks like a bee box with beeswax in it…yup.

Thoughts on Found Objects

Now that I have one piece “finished,” (yikes! I need to pick up the pace!) I find myself going back to a familiar question: Why do I use found objects in my sculptural work? My apologies in advance for what is certain to be a long-winded rant.

I think this is an important question and an old question. I am not rehashing Marcel Duchamp’s declaration, “if the artist chooses an object to be art, then it is art,” I am asking what is a found object? Duchamp chose to display a bottle rack to be art because he thought it to be a completely mundane and neutral object with no aesthetic or emotional burden (so he said…). But the response after the initial shock of ready-mades was surprising; viewers found the objects to be aesthetically attractive and the burden of nostalgia, whether a historical relationship or a new encounter within the art institutional context (the bottle rack is no longer a common place object and some may encounter it for the first time as Duchamp’s art object) was ever present and contaminated his intentions. So, what is a found object?

Since the 1910’s some objects that used to be hidden away in kitchen cabinets have come to be exhibited on countertops. No longer shunned and buried in filigree, floral motifs, and gold pinstripes to hide their utilitarian purpose and cold mechanical form; a type of ownership, pride and respect(?) came to these practical objects. We developed relationships and experiences with these objects. My grandmother still prefers her mother’s 15 lb pizzelle iron that has to be flipped every 20 seconds on the stove top to her new electric iron. So, What is a found object?

Product designers toil over an object’s form and summon forth the collective aesthetic of the day to try to sell you something that you already have, because the object beckons you with it’s form that romanticizes the function, yet appears to work that much harder for you than the one you already have. So, What is a found object?

When I decide to crochet something, I grab a ball of yarn. I don’t make the yarn. I don’t shear the sheep. Some might, but I don’t…even then, isn’t the wool found on the sheep? I often buy yarn used from thrift stores. I have seen microcrystalline wax at a thrift store. I’ve seen paints and canvases at a thrift store. I’ve seen them at the transfer station. Raw materials are found materials unless I grow it on the top of my head. SO, what is a found object?

Found objects are like any other material. Objects have properties, intended uses, limitations, notions, and value just like any other material, except with the added detail of details (as in function, narrative, adornment, history, and so on). I think this element of details is what hinders some in respecting found object art. I don’t think the fact that the artist didn’t render the object from a block of marble with their front teeth is what puts off some (dare I say craftsmanship is self-inflicted by one’s own creativity in perceiving external judgment? Can one’s self be an external judge?…I get really fussy with details no body will ever see…). I think the reluctance is in the expanded awareness in the potential of objects one encounters in the everyday to create an extremely rich and complex experience when reconsidered. What happens with the expanded awareness? This!

…and this!